I know that feeling. Coping with doubt is really hard. Have you told him that you’re uncomfortable with the way he interacts with other women? My boyfriend also has a lot of female friends, but knows that I still get jealous easily, no matter how far away I am. As for the pushing bit…I guess you just have to trust. If you’ve had an honest conversation with him about your doubts so that he completely understands them, then it’s up to you to trust him. I know taking that leap can be very difficult. It’s ok to try to protect yourself as much as you can, but you also have to give a bit of yourself away. Trust in the happiness you have with him.
I just got back from visiting Nick a few days ago and I desperately miss him. Ask me shit and distract me. Ask me aaaaaaanything
I’m at the airport waiting for my plane. I just kissed him for the last time in god knows how fucking long. Trying so hard not to break down and sob. It hurts…
In 5 hours I get on a plane and leave him again. This was our two year anniversary. How is it that he’s lying right next to me, but I already miss him so badly?
I’ll see him tonight!!!
5 more days….
This is so fucking cute and I reblog it every time I see it and I can’t get over it.
i hate it when people say you cant love someone over the internet its just so wrong
There is nothing worse than dreaming of your love, only to wake up and realize that they are still so very, very far away